You know that scene in Love Actually, when Mia puts Alan Rickman’s character on the spot by asking if he’ll buy her something while he’s out Christmas shopping with his wife? Then he calls and asks if she needs anything, and she says, “I don’t want what I need, I want something I want.”?
I’ve been thinking about those two words lately. Now that I’ve made a shift in my ability to receive, it’s time to figure out what I want.
“What do you want for Christmas?” That question can make my mind reel with a veritable catalogue of all the clothes, boots, dishes, CDs, trip opportunities, etc. I’d love to have…with a side order of greed guilt so strong that I reply with a “not much” kind of shrug.
If someone instead asks if I need anything, it feels kind of boring: wool socks, a new blender, that book I was planning to read for work.
Same thing happens on a greater scale outside of Christmas presents.
I find it much easier to ask for something that serves some obvious or practical “purpose”, than something that would just make me feel good. Even if it’s boring.
With the Solstice coming this week, I’ve been diving deep to evaluate what it is I really want from life, and what I’m willing to leave behind with the dark. What is it I need in order to move forward into my intentions for 2014?
Want implies a lack – the old expression “I want for nothing” means I don’t lack anything.
Need says that I can’t live without it.
Is one of these concepts better than the other? Is one more important?
The educators at my sons’ daycare used to correct the children whenever they said “I want”, in favour of “I would like”. Perhaps it somehow sounds more polite, less demanding to say, “I would like a cookie” rather than “I want a cookie”.
But, “I would like” insinuates there’s a condition.
I would like a cookie, when I finish my vegetables.
I would like a cookie if there are any left.
I would like a cookie if you think I’m worth it.
It never sat well with me. It always felt as if the children were being discouraged from having any desires.
In the Dance of Life, Desire is a step forward.
It’s how we improve our health, our quality of life, our environment, our relationships.
Desire is how we evolve.
Need takes our desires and lines them up with our values.
I may want a new Mustang convertible. A Prius or a Smart car would fulfill my need to make enviro-friendly the new cool.
I want a bigger house, or at least one that has bigger rooms, and real closets. What I need is to give gratitude for the fact that we have a cozy little place that keeps us all safe.
I want my business to improve, though I need the growth to happen in a way that doesn’t make me lose my ground.
I want those red high-heeled boots I saw in a Manhattan shop last year, but I need a pair of lined, waterproof boots with a sturdy sole. Then again, having those designer boots would fulfill a need to open my heart to more pleasure in my life. 😉
And if I never express my wants, how can I ever expect to get what I need?
Next time, I’ll lay down my intentions for the coming year: a public acknowledgment of what I desire for my business in 2014 – you can all hold me to it!
Now, tell me in the comments below, what do you want for Christmas? How would it fulfill your needs?
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